I feel really sad
I feel that all my decisions suck
I don’t do anything right
I don’t have any clue of what I have to do now…

I really hate this feeling of cold air possesing my body
This cold air its really hard to take away
Why this stupid cold air cannot just invade me completly!!!
(Come on stupid cold air…come and take my body!!)

I just wanna scream, run, or I don’t know, really anything helps taking this feelings away!!!

I understand clearly now that I am disposable…
Everything can be thrown away as garbage.